Goodbye 2012 Hello 2013

I am so excited to start a new year. 2012 has been very difficult for me this year. Seem to be a lot of drama going on that was not fun to deal with. I have had to learn a really difficult lesson this last year that everyone has their own free agency. It sucks sometimes but it has been something I have had to deal with for most of this last year. I am not going to go into detail about it but I am hoping for much nicer results this year.
My New Years resolution this year I have decided is to just work on myself. I know it sounds selfish of me but I really need to find happiness within myself again.

1- I am going to work on being a better mother. I love my 3 girls so much and can't imagine life without them. I would love to do more fun family activities that are free. If anyone has any fun ideas please let me know. I am always looking for more ideas. Learning to be more patient with the girls.

2- I am going to work on my relationship with God. Mostly focusing on the basics. Making sure I am always attending my church meetings as often as possible. Making sure to pray every night. Making sure to start reading my scriptures more frequently. Trying to bring God into my life for every moment. Start thinking to myself more often would I do this if God were next to me at this moment. I need to work on attending the temple more frequently too.

3- Work on my own physical appearance. Mostly just trying to eat much healthier and starting a work out plan that I will be able to follow. I am weak like most people so it will need to be a plan that I know for sure I will be able to do. Nothing too crazy. Honestly I don't own a scale and I am not planning on owning one I would just love to feel comfortable in my own skin and love myself.

4- Finally I am going to really try to work on my own happiness. I need to stop worrying so much about what other people would think of me. Just do what I know is right and what I feel needs to be done that is best for me and my family.

So if this year I am starting to sound more selfish then normal I am sorry. I just really need a good year to focus on myself and making myself happy again. A year of pampering physically, Spiritually, and Mentally for myself. I am hoping that doing these things will help to make my own family happier and to bring us closer.